My friends all priorities their 10 min relationships over their 10+ years of friendship with me.
I’ve stopped bothering to learn their boyfriends names.
I feel better.
He and I talked tonight and it went well. He knows that I’m changing my ways and that I’m deeply saddened that things had to come down to this. Who knows what our future holds, or if he and I will even have a future. I just know that for now we need to focus on being friends; no serious stuff, minimal contact.
In the meantime, I want him to find himself and have fun. When he knows what he wants, he’ll let me know. I just need to make sure not to get my hopes up. But I will keep that little glimmer of hope in my heart that things will work out…
Sometimes I wonder if any guy I like will ever like me back.
Or if it’s just some terrible cycle that I will always go through.
I did something incredibly stupid last night.
I left the keys in the front door all night and only discovered I’d done that when the post man woke me up.
I swear if that had happened in Manchester, things would have ended badly.
Plus, I was the only one home.
Oops.
wow
you could have been raped or killed or robbed
even ive never done that when i got drunk ahahahaha idiot
